tak payah title x pe?

after all night long pny tears, aku rse pening + nk muntah.
tp x pe lah,abaikn sje.thnx so much cz atleast now i know.
semalam aku cuba sedaya upaya utk tdo.
cuba pejam mata rapat2.but still i cant.
so end up, aku sndri x twu pukul bpe aku t'tdo.
but most probably, its quite late.
i force myself to sleep as i wish when i woke up, last night is jz a terrified nightmare i've ever had.
tp, tdo x nyenyak pon.i woke so early today.dh lah tdo lmbt semalam, bgn awl.
so mmg x ckup tdo.jgn jadi zombie sudah!
&& when i woke up, my eyes was really like bengkak!oh mann!

so today, im totally moodless.im down.yes, aku di bawah.
sebelum nie, aku rse aku la orang yang kuat.sbb sblm nie aku heran npe orang2 di sekeliling aku nie suka nangis2?tp sekarang knpe aku rse aku dah x kuat macam dulu?aku rse aku lemah sangat.
tak2, aku bukan lemah pasal umo aku dah meningkat.its about inside.wish tak termakbul?hmm entahlah.

to chenta itu kita sayang,
thnx.ko dengar aku termenangis weyh.aku malu.huhu.lme dah aku bendung.sebab tu korg sume nmpk aku konon mcm kuat kn?tp siyesli smlm, im so sorry aku x dapat tahan lagi.
to nawe darlingg,
thanx so much for all the advice & the spirit.hg mesti dah x adore aku lg dh kn lps nie since i myself feel dat im not a strong person anymore.haha.but i try.
to lisa honey,
tq so much for giving me all those kind of word.thnx 4 being by my side.im lucky to hve all of u as my friend. (:
to cikmiko darla,
thanx jugak.&& semua2 lah yg mana nama x tersebut, no heart feeling pls.coz im blurr now.

ohh, i got date wif fara&nurehan today.how am i going to go out wif my eyes like this?ohmyy.nk ckap aku xnk pegi, kang ade plak yang kecik ati.*sigh.

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(:


p/s i love you:
-chenta&nawe noe the news 4 day in a row.thnx for being wif me.
-a new chapter! its a must! c'mon!