i cant sleep

hello , hi everyone!
okay, the moment i start to create this entry, its now 4.03am in the morning. and yess, i haven't sleep yet cause i couldn't sleep. this is because i set rule to myself, never ever go to bed when you are angry/depressed or anything that related . I've been trying to sleep. but i just couldn't. i just don't know why i feel like something is stuck inside and don't wanna get out. hoiii rasa sesaknya dada. andd i hate this feeling. and i feel like crying. kenapa nie? whats wrong with me?*exhale
i'll be off to shah alam just in few hours. my bus is at 9.30 in the morning and yet, i still didn't sleep and still awake. what happen to me?pfft!
i just don't know where to express my feelings. terus bangun dari tilam, and here i go, my blog, here i express. but still, masih rasa tak cukup. tak twu ke mana lagi patut dicurah. but seriously i feel like crying. i seldomly have this kind of feelings, but sometimes when it happens, i just hate myself. cause me myself have no answer why and whats wrong with me. haihhh kurang perhatian betul la.

untill now i still awake, nampaknya memang tak tido lah kot. if i go to sleep, scared that i might missed the bus. nayhhh, nevermind, i'll be sleeping in the bus lah. 8hours weyhh. no kidding. from arau to shah alam. this is my first time taking bus from arau to shah alam. my housemate told me the journey took about 8hours. i dont know cause this is my first time so i cant tell anything yet.but say hello to back pain i guess.

things that get me pissed off tonight is also bout my phone. i just dont know why it keeps on turning on and off by itself. mannnn, tell me why i cannot be pissed of with such things like that.
dear phone, 
please be nice to me. im not planning to buy any new phone to replace you. i still love you.
sincerely,
yours truly.xoxo

haaaa, tak suka taw phone jadi bengong2 macam tu. serious rasa nak campak je phone tu ke dinding. tak payah pakai phone senang! haihh. semua benda nak rosak ke? jam lah, phone lah. haaa lepas nie ape lagi? oii tak ade duit lah nak beli2 lain. aku sayang korang lagi. so please be nice to me.will you?

ohh and the watch. i'll be hand in the watch back to the owner. ye laaa, dah hujung sem kan. kena lah pulangkan balik. nama pun pinjam. well, terima kasih jam LMFAO, awak dah berjasa dengan saya. thanks a lot.

hoii dah pukul 4stengah haaa. should i sleep or not? :/

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

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p/s i love you : nervous nak naik bus dua tingkat kejap lagi.its my first time ever.grrrr.

imma lucky girl

hello, hye everyone!
hope everyone was in a goood condition. im having quite a hectic week since exams is just around the corner. next week will be the last week of learning sessh for this semester and i'll be off,  more or less for 2 weeks for my study weeks, and then final will start reallll soon. i am shivering right here.grrrr!

well, in my previous entry, i did story that i was soooo down pertaining to my watch. and now i'm telling you that imma happy girl. ada orang yang baik hati sudi pinjamkan i jam. i was so awwww!.hahaha.
actually most of my classmate dah perasan sebenarnya jam siapa yang i pakai tu. tapi tak kesah pun. im not hiding anything pun. yang tahu, tahu lah. i tak nak kecoh-kecoh pun. :)

well, sebenarnya takut pakai barang orang nie. tapi dah dia suruh pakai, i ikot sajeee.hehe. barang orang lah nak kena jaga lebih dari barang sendiri. takut hoii kalau ape-ape. i'm still searching for new watch actually. ini barang pinjam kan. sooner or later kena jugak pulangkan balik kepada tuan empunya. =)

besar punya atas tangan i. ;')

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yayyy! sape notice LMFAO ade pakai dalam MV 'sexy and I know it'

lepas nie I boleh wiggle wiggle wiggle.LOL

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so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

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p/s i love you :  ade orang yang with darling hearts posted an entry bout me. tell you imma lucky girl. =D go read this entry. CLICK HERE.

i cried silently inside

hi everyone!
again, this is just a quick entry. just wanna express my feelings here.
i feel so upset today. :'(
sebab jam pertama yang aku beli with my own money dah putus dan cermin dia dah crack. sedih hoiii. sumpah nak nangis bila tengok-tengok dia boleh tiba-tiba terlucut dari tangan dan sujud menyembah bumi. :'(
seriously need a new watch now. takpelah, tak de brand pun takpe. nak buat macam mane because i am totally broke now. nanti-nantilah beli yg quality sikit bila ada duit lebih. as for now, i just need watch. rasa tak selesa bila jam tak ada.
bukan jam lain tak ada, tapi i just don't want to use them as my daily watch. yang ada tu tak sesuai nak dijadikan basahan atau nak lenjan tiap-tiap hari. haihh, susah bila ada own financial management crisis nie. sebab bila dah jadi macam nie, setakat boleh cakap je la ape yang nak. nak beli betul-betul mane kau nak datang duit.grrrrr! *blamemyself.

this is the watch yang i've been wearing since my diploma years lagi.

Esprit Purple Houston

*source:google

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

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p/s i love you : perempuan, kau tak payah la nak tengok aku kerek sangat. i've got nothing to do with him.we're just FRIEND. kalau kau nak sangat, go and tell straight to his face yang kau nak dia. langsung aku x kesah!

the feeling shows

hi everyone!
well, this is just a quick and random updates i guess.
basically, yesterday ada sports day for finance students under their club which is BAFIN. i am too lazy to attend as i don't have transport pun to go. plus, shiela and wanie was not around. plusss, the night before, i was told that i'm going to have meeting in the morning pertaining to the dinner thingy. but the meeting was cancelled.
urghhh, this dinner thing is freaking me out i must say. well, i'll story bout the dinner thingy in other post (if i rajin.LOL)
well, back to the sports day story. ape yang nak cakap kat sini, bila sebut je pasal sports day, it reminds me of  sports day back when i was in diploma years. especially my batch. batch kitorang paling rajin skali untuk turun dan join ape2 aktiviti rasanya.
As for my class, Steven Kereta Mayat(SKEMA) group lelaki, and we all the girls group Hup Seng Biskut Kering. woihhhh rindunyaaaa. :'(
i miss the people badly. bila lagi ntah kita semua dapat kumpul sama sama lagi. not only the people, i miss merbok jugakk. believe it or not, dah nak hampir setahun aku di arau, i still keep on comparing merbok with arau. i'm sorry.

and oh yeahhh, heard that the boys from my class won 2nd place for futsal. well, congratulations you guys! =)

i think thats it for now as this is just a quick updates.

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

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p/s i love you : i got a feeling.

what i want

p/s i love you : because its wordless wednesday