pergi tak kembali

hello hye.

erm well, semester baru dah bermula.which is my last semester to complete my diploma.insyaallah.why aku dapat update blog its because im home right now.

i wanted to share something.
petang semalam, on the way back to my house, which is actually dah nak dekat sampai pon, aku nampak ada polis trafik. mak pun ada cakap & hairan kenapa tiba2 polis trafik ada kat situ pada hal jalan sangat smooth. x jammed pun.
then, lepas je baru masuk rumah, mom received a call from abg aju, said that kawan abg rizal which is abg anuar, accident & meninggal.
i am truly shocked that moment. serious macam tak percaya. teros rasa sebak sangat. rupanya, polis trafik ada di situ bersebab.
aku suruh mak call abg rizal just to make sure. because abg rizal is abg anuar's best friend ever. then abg rizal pon cakap dia tak sure cause dia pun dapat call dari abg aju juga.
mom then asked me to called kak efie whether dia dapat any news dari kak ati. few minutes later, kak efie called back to confirm that the news has no doubts. abg anuar pergi menyahut seruan ilahi.
mom called abg rizal again to let him now.according to mom, abg rizal cried. yes, i understand his situation. they are best friend since thay are small. they grew up together. they go to scholl together. && even they are not in the same Uni, i wasn't the reason for them to be seperated. abg anuar(arwah) was so kind. arwah tak pernah belagak walaupun he was a lawyer. our family knew him very well. && if im not mistaken, arwah never fails to come to our house every year on eid.

abg rizal arrived last night. he came back by bus. sebab mak tak bagi abg rizal drive. to come back by flight pun tak dapat sebab all flight was full. fire fly, air asia, mas fully booked. therefor, abg rizal had no choice other than bus.
i can see sorrow in abg rizal's face. dia diam saja semalam. sebab dia dah hilang kawan paling baik. kalau arwah pergi KL, arwah selalu tidur rumah abg rizal. even dia dah kahwin.
arwah left one beautiful wife && one little cute baby boy.

arwah meninggal sebab kereta arwah jatuh ke dalam laut. && kalau orang tengok tempat kejadian, memang macam tak percaya.




&& last week of wednesday, i lost one of my friend forever. she was a year younger than me. meninggal sebab accident juga.

takotnya. sekarang siapa2 pun boleh pergi dulu tingalkan kita. tak kira muda2 or what. whatever it is, we can just pray thah they live in peace 'there'. Al-Fatihah.

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so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
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p/s i love you : - kita hanya mampu merancang. Tuhan yang menentukan. Ajal mut ditanganNya.
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