i cant sleep

hello , hi everyone!
okay, the moment i start to create this entry, its now 4.03am in the morning. and yess, i haven't sleep yet cause i couldn't sleep. this is because i set rule to myself, never ever go to bed when you are angry/depressed or anything that related . I've been trying to sleep. but i just couldn't. i just don't know why i feel like something is stuck inside and don't wanna get out. hoiii rasa sesaknya dada. andd i hate this feeling. and i feel like crying. kenapa nie? whats wrong with me?*exhale
i'll be off to shah alam just in few hours. my bus is at 9.30 in the morning and yet, i still didn't sleep and still awake. what happen to me?pfft!
i just don't know where to express my feelings. terus bangun dari tilam, and here i go, my blog, here i express. but still, masih rasa tak cukup. tak twu ke mana lagi patut dicurah. but seriously i feel like crying. i seldomly have this kind of feelings, but sometimes when it happens, i just hate myself. cause me myself have no answer why and whats wrong with me. haihhh kurang perhatian betul la.

untill now i still awake, nampaknya memang tak tido lah kot. if i go to sleep, scared that i might missed the bus. nayhhh, nevermind, i'll be sleeping in the bus lah. 8hours weyhh. no kidding. from arau to shah alam. this is my first time taking bus from arau to shah alam. my housemate told me the journey took about 8hours. i dont know cause this is my first time so i cant tell anything yet.but say hello to back pain i guess.

things that get me pissed off tonight is also bout my phone. i just dont know why it keeps on turning on and off by itself. mannnn, tell me why i cannot be pissed of with such things like that.
dear phone, 
please be nice to me. im not planning to buy any new phone to replace you. i still love you.
sincerely,
yours truly.xoxo

haaaa, tak suka taw phone jadi bengong2 macam tu. serious rasa nak campak je phone tu ke dinding. tak payah pakai phone senang! haihh. semua benda nak rosak ke? jam lah, phone lah. haaa lepas nie ape lagi? oii tak ade duit lah nak beli2 lain. aku sayang korang lagi. so please be nice to me.will you?

ohh and the watch. i'll be hand in the watch back to the owner. ye laaa, dah hujung sem kan. kena lah pulangkan balik. nama pun pinjam. well, terima kasih jam LMFAO, awak dah berjasa dengan saya. thanks a lot.

hoii dah pukul 4stengah haaa. should i sleep or not? :/

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

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p/s i love you : nervous nak naik bus dua tingkat kejap lagi.its my first time ever.grrrr.