things happen for a reason

NO, I can't foresee things cause I am not an extra ordinary people, nor GOD.
But I can imagine. You give me the picture now. THANKS! And I'll have that in mind.
This is what happening. And maybe in the future as well.
I'm just imagining as I can't foresee.

 source : google

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

(;

 

p/s i love you : I don't have sixth sense, but yet I still have INSTINCT !

i cant sleep

hello , hi everyone!
okay, the moment i start to create this entry, its now 4.03am in the morning. and yess, i haven't sleep yet cause i couldn't sleep. this is because i set rule to myself, never ever go to bed when you are angry/depressed or anything that related . I've been trying to sleep. but i just couldn't. i just don't know why i feel like something is stuck inside and don't wanna get out. hoiii rasa sesaknya dada. andd i hate this feeling. and i feel like crying. kenapa nie? whats wrong with me?*exhale
i'll be off to shah alam just in few hours. my bus is at 9.30 in the morning and yet, i still didn't sleep and still awake. what happen to me?pfft!
i just don't know where to express my feelings. terus bangun dari tilam, and here i go, my blog, here i express. but still, masih rasa tak cukup. tak twu ke mana lagi patut dicurah. but seriously i feel like crying. i seldomly have this kind of feelings, but sometimes when it happens, i just hate myself. cause me myself have no answer why and whats wrong with me. haihhh kurang perhatian betul la.

untill now i still awake, nampaknya memang tak tido lah kot. if i go to sleep, scared that i might missed the bus. nayhhh, nevermind, i'll be sleeping in the bus lah. 8hours weyhh. no kidding. from arau to shah alam. this is my first time taking bus from arau to shah alam. my housemate told me the journey took about 8hours. i dont know cause this is my first time so i cant tell anything yet.but say hello to back pain i guess.

things that get me pissed off tonight is also bout my phone. i just dont know why it keeps on turning on and off by itself. mannnn, tell me why i cannot be pissed of with such things like that.
dear phone, 
please be nice to me. im not planning to buy any new phone to replace you. i still love you.
sincerely,
yours truly.xoxo

haaaa, tak suka taw phone jadi bengong2 macam tu. serious rasa nak campak je phone tu ke dinding. tak payah pakai phone senang! haihh. semua benda nak rosak ke? jam lah, phone lah. haaa lepas nie ape lagi? oii tak ade duit lah nak beli2 lain. aku sayang korang lagi. so please be nice to me.will you?

ohh and the watch. i'll be hand in the watch back to the owner. ye laaa, dah hujung sem kan. kena lah pulangkan balik. nama pun pinjam. well, terima kasih jam LMFAO, awak dah berjasa dengan saya. thanks a lot.

hoii dah pukul 4stengah haaa. should i sleep or not? :/

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

(;

 

 

 

p/s i love you : nervous nak naik bus dua tingkat kejap lagi.its my first time ever.grrrr.

imma lucky girl

hello, hye everyone!
hope everyone was in a goood condition. im having quite a hectic week since exams is just around the corner. next week will be the last week of learning sessh for this semester and i'll be off,  more or less for 2 weeks for my study weeks, and then final will start reallll soon. i am shivering right here.grrrr!

well, in my previous entry, i did story that i was soooo down pertaining to my watch. and now i'm telling you that imma happy girl. ada orang yang baik hati sudi pinjamkan i jam. i was so awwww!.hahaha.
actually most of my classmate dah perasan sebenarnya jam siapa yang i pakai tu. tapi tak kesah pun. im not hiding anything pun. yang tahu, tahu lah. i tak nak kecoh-kecoh pun. :)

well, sebenarnya takut pakai barang orang nie. tapi dah dia suruh pakai, i ikot sajeee.hehe. barang orang lah nak kena jaga lebih dari barang sendiri. takut hoii kalau ape-ape. i'm still searching for new watch actually. ini barang pinjam kan. sooner or later kena jugak pulangkan balik kepada tuan empunya. =)

besar punya atas tangan i. ;')

source

yayyy! sape notice LMFAO ade pakai dalam MV 'sexy and I know it'

lepas nie I boleh wiggle wiggle wiggle.LOL

source

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

(;

  

p/s i love you :  ade orang yang with darling hearts posted an entry bout me. tell you imma lucky girl. =D go read this entry. CLICK HERE.

i cried silently inside

hi everyone!
again, this is just a quick entry. just wanna express my feelings here.
i feel so upset today. :'(
sebab jam pertama yang aku beli with my own money dah putus dan cermin dia dah crack. sedih hoiii. sumpah nak nangis bila tengok-tengok dia boleh tiba-tiba terlucut dari tangan dan sujud menyembah bumi. :'(
seriously need a new watch now. takpelah, tak de brand pun takpe. nak buat macam mane because i am totally broke now. nanti-nantilah beli yg quality sikit bila ada duit lebih. as for now, i just need watch. rasa tak selesa bila jam tak ada.
bukan jam lain tak ada, tapi i just don't want to use them as my daily watch. yang ada tu tak sesuai nak dijadikan basahan atau nak lenjan tiap-tiap hari. haihh, susah bila ada own financial management crisis nie. sebab bila dah jadi macam nie, setakat boleh cakap je la ape yang nak. nak beli betul-betul mane kau nak datang duit.grrrrr! *blamemyself.

this is the watch yang i've been wearing since my diploma years lagi.

Esprit Purple Houston

*source:google

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

(;

 

 

p/s i love you : perempuan, kau tak payah la nak tengok aku kerek sangat. i've got nothing to do with him.we're just FRIEND. kalau kau nak sangat, go and tell straight to his face yang kau nak dia. langsung aku x kesah!

the feeling shows

hi everyone!
well, this is just a quick and random updates i guess.
basically, yesterday ada sports day for finance students under their club which is BAFIN. i am too lazy to attend as i don't have transport pun to go. plus, shiela and wanie was not around. plusss, the night before, i was told that i'm going to have meeting in the morning pertaining to the dinner thingy. but the meeting was cancelled.
urghhh, this dinner thing is freaking me out i must say. well, i'll story bout the dinner thingy in other post (if i rajin.LOL)
well, back to the sports day story. ape yang nak cakap kat sini, bila sebut je pasal sports day, it reminds me of  sports day back when i was in diploma years. especially my batch. batch kitorang paling rajin skali untuk turun dan join ape2 aktiviti rasanya.
As for my class, Steven Kereta Mayat(SKEMA) group lelaki, and we all the girls group Hup Seng Biskut Kering. woihhhh rindunyaaaa. :'(
i miss the people badly. bila lagi ntah kita semua dapat kumpul sama sama lagi. not only the people, i miss merbok jugakk. believe it or not, dah nak hampir setahun aku di arau, i still keep on comparing merbok with arau. i'm sorry.

and oh yeahhh, heard that the boys from my class won 2nd place for futsal. well, congratulations you guys! =)

i think thats it for now as this is just a quick updates.

so okayy ppl,

tc && till we meet again on next entry.

im eida,

signing off.

mwahxss!.

(;

p/s i love you : i got a feeling.

been wondering

saya cuba

hello, hye all

i dont feel good today.
kepala terasa makin tesion.
dada rasa sesak sangat.
pantang orang buat salah sikit, asek rasa nak marah2 saja.
so jangan lah cuba nak cari pasal dengan aku.

esok aku nak pergi buat medical check up. dengan keadaan macam nie, takot tiba2 darah naek saja. *exhale.

satu apa pun aku belum buat preparation lagi.
i gotta do list later, before i missed anything.

so okay people,
tc and till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!.
(;

p/s i love you : i hate this part right here.

something to tell

hello , hye semua.
how you guys feelin' today?
;)

okayy, hari nie nak share lagi satu benda. as i told in the previous post that i have so many to tell. so here we go with another story of mine.

result untuk sambung degree dah keluar pun hari tu. in fact, keluar sebelum i posted the previous entry pun. so, the result, aku dapat sambung degree. alhamdulillah. aku dapat finance which is memang my first choice pun. ermm and aku ditempatkan di arau, perlis untuk degree aku.

the first time i checked the result, aku terus kelu. i dont even know how to describe how i feel at the moment. aku tak taw aku sedih or happy? until few hours, i cried. yes, i do. barulah aku taw yang aku sebanarnya sedih.

sedih memikirkan aku akan bakal jauh lagi dari rumah.
sedih memikirkan abah dan mak tak akan kerap lagi untuk jenguk dikampus sebab jauh.
sedih sebab nanti sure kena balik sendiri.
sedih sebab nanti dah tak boleyh bawak balik barang banyak lagi kalau balik sebab dulu abah yang datang ambik, aku memang jenis tak reti bawak balik barang sikit2.
sedih memikirkan aku tidak lagi setempat dengan kawan-kawan yang lain.
sedih melihatkan yuran. aku bukan kaya. mana nak cari duit?
banyak lagilah yang sedih.
sedih wehh sedih.

setiap kali aku fikir arau or teringatkan arau saja, mesti rasa sebak dan terus nak menangis. haihhh.
hari nie actually dah genap seminggu since the result for degree was out. boleh katakan setiap hari jugaklah aku menangis. even memanglah tak teruk setiap kali menangis. tapi kesimpulannya, memang tiap2 hari akan menangis. especially sebelum tidur. sekarang, perkara yang aku tak pernah missed sebelum aku terlelap ialah aku akan tengok calendar dekat phone then aku akan count down berapa hari lagi aku akan berpijak di bumi arau. lepas tu, mulalah menangis. sampai terlelap dengan sendirinya. sounds pathetic?
dont say so please because that is just how i feel.

knowing the fact that im going to be in arau soon, so aku kenalah belajar untuk terima kenyataan kannnn. nak buat macam mana lagi. because aku sepatutnya bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.

anyhow, terima kasih kepada rakan2 yang dah bagi banyak advises. terharu. anda telah menjadi tempat keluh kesah. ngee.

then this one thing really make me surprised.
pagi tadi lagi, i was still on bed. mula2 terkejut sebab abah call. then baru nak berkira-kira nak pejam mata balik, dapat text message dari this one lecturer. terkejut wehh. serious. tapi sebenarnay terharu. lecture yang dulu pernah ajar aku time diploma di merbok dulu. dia tanya where is my placement for my degree. lepas tu dia pulak jadi mangsa aku mengadu.ngee. last sekali dia cakap kalau ada masa, time cuti semester or what, may be dapat jumpa makan ikan bakar kat telok tempoyak. yeayyy! hehe.

nevertheless, i pray for your success in doing PHD. good luck and all the best.
this particular lecturer akan bercuti selama 2 tahun to pursue dia punya study. so students dekat merbok, you people rugi tak dapat tunjuk ajar dari dia sebab dia sangat baik. :)  but dont worry too much, dia akan kembali selepas 2 tahun. ;)


so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!.
(;


p/s i love you : ohh arau, please be good to me. pretty please.

gratitude

source

hello, hye.

well, to be honest sebenarnya banyak sangat benda yang nak kongsi sama2 untuk diceritakan. but i guess let me update 1 story per 1 entry. that would be easier kott. sebab tak nak campur aduk. :)

semalam actually dah login pun untuk nak update new post. lepas tu, i start scrooling down to see updates from the blogs that i followed. mulanya just at a glance saja. lepas tu ada satu entry from one particular blogger. mata aku tertancap lepas tu terus bukak blog dia. dia update pasal perkahwinan marion rose counter abdullah dengan pasangan beliau. well, i guess everybody dah twu kan siapa pasangan dia. siapa lagi kalau bukan anak kepada pengasas NAZA. tak berhenti dengan pembacaan aku kat blog yang aku follow tu, aku terus google sana sini untuk dig in more. haha. ada beberapa perkara yang memeranjatkan bila dah google and twu. tapi i rather not say it here because me myself tak dapat nak pastikan 100% whether apa yang aku baca tu betul atau tidak. if you wanna know, go and do your homework by urself. :)
whatever it is, i have to admit i am jelous looking at her.ngee. not forgotten, welcome to ISLAM. congratulations on your wedding. :)

ohh, dah tersasar banyak nampaknya dari tajuk. mukadimah meleret2 dan tak kena tajuk langsung. terpesong. haha. okayy. mari mulakan yang sebetulnya.
well, today is 18th december and it has been 8 days seen my result for my final year has been out. the result came out on 10th which i was still at langkawi with my family, yet it was my last day there. the vacation was amazing, i cant even describe.best sangat. and also ada scariest moment so far for me. fuhh!.

bout the results. it starts on the 9th. malam tu baru aku charge and bukak phone setelah aku biarkan handphone mati tak ber-charge. bukak saja, dapat notification missed call. then ada message masuk juga. the message was from my dear W. she told me that result dah boley tgk and she told me her's. aku terkejut juga, apatah lagi dia. terus aku jadi cuak. text with her for few messages. calm her down and so on. then mintak excuse untuk tidur sebab dah memang letih sangat. tapi malam tu terus susah nak lena sebab takut punya pasal.
pagi 10th tu aku tak ikut family aku keluar pergi jalan2. they went out to go for a shopping sebab flight kami 7.15malam. so masih ada masa untuk jalan2 lagi. i rather stay at hotel sebab takot, cuak sangat. perut pun sakit. tapi, gagahkan jugak breakfast. then dapat text dari nawe, dia tanya macam mana result. dia kata dah boley, tengok melalui email. aku jadi sangat cuak. tak lalu makan terus. nawe? dia dekan lagi. congrats for her. :)
lepas tu terus text W tanya betul ke tengok kat email. dia cakap yess and result dia still macam tu. i calm her down, pas tu she calm me down also for being so panic. thats what i love bout her. dia selalu cool. dan dia selalu akan cool kan aku jugak walaupun aku twu macam mana sebenarnya yang ada dalam hati dia.

dipendekkan cerita, flight delay so around 9pm jugak baru sampai rumah. sampai2 saja terus bukak laptop nak check result. unfortunately, internet pulak problem. haihh la. ajak kak efie teman pergi cc sebab dah tak sabar nak tengok but still, takot. punya la selawat and baca apa yang patut. bukak2 saja,

Phewwww, alhamdulillah. lega sangat. ;) subject yang paling aku takot, international business yang aku tengok dulu. dapat A- okay lah tu, aku syukur tersangat2. balik2 tu terus text my dear W, nawe and nora. ;)

alhamdulillah, bukan aku nak bangga atau riak sebab aku taw ada yang way more better dari aku yang dapat ANC, tapi aku just nak share. alhamdulillah, aku dapat dekan lagi untuk sem terakhir aku diploma nie. alhamdulillah aku grad dengan CGPA aku above 3.5. memang itu yang aku target. alhamdulillah aku dapat dekan dari sem 3 samapai sem 6. sem 1 dengan sem 2 aku terlepas sebab banyak sangat main. sebab nak pujuk diri punya pasal, aku cakap, tak pa lah at least pointer aku still above 3 time first year tu. tu jugak lah yang jadi pembakar semangat aku.
tapi aku nak admit, aku bukannya kuat atau pandai sangat pun. sebab kadang2 aku akan cepat down. contohnya macam sem 6 nie. aku rasa aku tak boley nak score bagus pun. then aku niat, tak pa lah kalau tak dapat dekan lagi pun. aku just nak lulus saja, that would be best dahh. tapi Allah dah aturkan semuanya, terima kasih, syukur sangat2.

terima kasih. terima kasih buat semua. abah, mak, family, all the lecturers, friends dan semuanya. terima kasih atas segala-galanya. anda semua adalah tunjang untuk saya. 3 tahun di merbok bukan sesuatu yang kosong. banyak yang dah aku belajar. banyak tapi belum cukup. alhamdulillah journey 3 tahun untuk complete kan diploma dah tamat. lepas nie insyaAllah degree pula.

congrats kepada semua kawan2 dengan result yang dah anda ketahui. kepada yang kurang, jangan sedeyh2. its not the end of everything yet. as far as im concern, aku hanya taw ada 2 orang dapat ANC untuk batch aku. nuryn & intan. congrats! ada lagi tak? sorry kalau aku tak taw. btw, congrats!

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!.
(;

p/s i love you : my dear W, dont be sad. im here to support you all the way. be positive. jangan sedih2 lagi pleaseee. there is another chance for u. go struggle for it and i wish you good luck and all the best my dear. :)

quickie

hello, hye all.

i already came back from my holiday with family quite some days tapi tak boley nak update apa2 sebab internet buta hal. so tadi baru ja call orang TM, then dah boley && thats why lah boley update ni kann?hehe. but this one will be the short one. i just want to tell that i've already came back.wee~

so, tengok lah esok2 i'll update after i finish baca the novel.(tuudia, manglish much.HAHA)

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!.
(;

p/s i love you : rinduuuuuu.

hello, hye.
its been quite some day i think i didnt update anything. sorry wahai blogkuh sayang.ngee.

well, dah banyak hari tinggal nie, of course lah banyak benda dah berlaku kan. pas tu, sepanjang tak update blog ni sempat lagi pergi jalan-jalan makan angin.pergi bercuti laaa. i went to langkawi for 3 days 2 nights with my very own made in vietnam. HAHAHA. my W dear lahh. ;)


i dont have the pictures lahh to show sebab mostly snap guna dslr W. ada la kat aku sikit, tapi alahai guna phone saja. mana nak cantik. huhu.tapi W dah ada update sikit pasal our trip to langkawi and dia ada upload jugak beberapa piece of the photo. if im not mistaken, dia bagi tawu total all the pictures that we snap amounted to 600++. tak ke gila namanya? HAHA. so if interested nak tawu pasal our trip to langkawi, boley pegi melawat blog W. sebab dia bagi tawu quite detail jugak la apa yang kami buat sepanjang kami di langkawi. ;)

blog my dear W.(click here)

balik dari langkawi, mak dah warning aku jangan nak online lama2 dah lepas ni.HAHA. sebabnya? bil elektrik dah sampai, then the total was double from the regular amount.HAHA. tak sangka pulak sampai macam tu.hehe. so lepas balik dari langkawi hari tu memang aku dah jarang online. apa lagi untuk stay tengah malam online. memang tak laaaa. tapi aku heran, even aku dah tak tido lewat2 sangat pon sebab paling lewat just 12am-ish, aku still bangun lambat.HAHA.aku tak taw sebab apa. heran weyhh.

ermm esok aku ke langkawi lagi.weeee~. esok flight pukul 6.15pm if imnot mistaken. tapi kali ni pergi dengan family pulak.syok weyh dapat pi lagi. HAHA. langkawi tu best lah. aku suka. especially pulau2 dia. jadi, lets visit langkawi. ;)

&& di kesempatan ni, aku nak wish SALAM MAAL HIJRAH BUAT SEMUA MUSLIMIN & MUSLIMAT SEANTERO DUNIA. moga dengan kedatangan tahun baru ini, membuka lembaran baru buat kita semua, justeru membawa kepada kebaikan buat kita. Amin. :)

source.

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;

 

 

p/s i love you : nak pesan tolong beli ape2 ke? sila call. message i tak layan youuuu. ;p

awesomeness on my 21

hello, hye.

how are you people?what do you feel?

cewahhhh.HAHA.

okay, mayb you people may already knew that yesterday was my birthday sebab i ada update with one entry wishing my self happy birthday.HAHA. sounds pathetic, no?

okayy2, because of that, i woould to highlight lil' bit what was happening yesterday. yang important ja lahh eyh. ;)

first thing first, i would like to thank W sebab she was the earliest person who gave me birthday present. ;) she gave me during our last day kat merbok. masa tu semua dah kalut2 angkat barang nak balik. suddenly dia panggil i. ingatkan apa. rupa2nya, jeng3.HAHA. thanks dear. but, i still owe you. your birthday present.hehe. also, thank you for the special entry about me dekat your blog.nanges2 i baca.huhu. A, i miss u so much. no worries, hopefully we'll meet during our vacation. ;)

comel kan?its from W.

on 12am-ish mak, kak efie & dayana came into my room.. i sedang susun baju ke dalam almari time tu.HAHA. they sang happy birthday.touching weyhhh.tak tahan, teruss nanges.ngee.ohh, abah wasn't at home sebab he was at langkawi.ada kursus. :( also, pakcik called and sang happy birthday! terharu, nanges lagi.

online.then baca enrty dari W.nanges terok.haihh.lepas tu nawe pon dok message.lagi tak tahan.nanges bertambah2.tapi, nawe cakap, its good to cry for good things.&& it feels good to be loved by everyone. ;)


i went out with the girls. nora, zatun, atyn, eyjan, nana, syawal. tapi syawal ada sekajap saja.i had so much fun with them.gelak sana sini. sembang pumpangpumpang. HAHA. seronok! sebab memang rindu sebab lama sangat tak jumpa. nama saja duduk senegeri, tapi kadang2 masing2 ada commitment laen.we went to queensbay(qb).then kuar lepak kat tepi pantai sana tu.on 7pm-ish they left then i walked alone masuk balek dalam queensbay. (:

from zatun.thanx.suka!

tgkkk.sampai gelap dok bergosip. ;D

masuk dalam qb, jalan2 window shopping kejap while waiting for my family to came over. then, exactly depan Poh Kong, i saw si gojes gigi besi Atyqa Karl Hj Alias with her fawwaz! ohmyyy. memang rindu gila kat minah ni. but then, pada hal a day before tu, baru saja sembang2 on the phone. dia buat luahan perasaan. phone dia hilang. kesian sangat. tak sempat smbang panjang sangat pun. cuma peluk berkali2 saja.sebab memang tak sangka.HAHA.

awww, don't you guys think that she is so adorable? =)
(tyqa, i curik this piece from ur fb.ampunnnn.ngee)

i had makan2 with the family at secret recipe penang. there was mak, abah(balek dari langkawi terus straight ke qb), abang aju, kak ila, bapa&mak kak ila, adik kak ila, two lovely niece& of course ME! i ordered pan grilled dorry with lobster sauce. erghhh im craving for it like dah lama gila. lama tak pergi secret recipe sebab busy.zzzZZZzz.haha. lepas habes makan, i saw the waiter & the waitress kalut dah dengan pantas dok angkat dah pinggan. tiba2....HAHA. sebiji kek tiba. tadaaaa. seronok! sebab ingatkan makan2 saja. then after that abang aju ubah tempat and then he handed me paper bag from Guess. yang part nie lagi terkejut. sebab memang tak sangka. ingatkan just makan2 saja. ya la, sebab faham bukan mulut i saja yang dia treat. banyak mulut lagi nuhhh. plus, sekarang kan tengah bulan, semua masing2 tengah sesak kan? tapi, i terima je lahh.kannnn? tak nak kata tak nak. GILA? snap picture here & there, then abang aju tanya tak nak bergambar dengan hadiah ke? saat i bukak tu lahh baru tawu apa yang i dapat(ofcourse lah kan.x bukak mne nak twu.derhhh). it was a watch. i am totally blown away because i wasn't expecting too much. whatever it is, im so grateful & thankful. ;) laen2, let the pictures talk lah eyhhh. ;)

tadaaa.my parents!. :*
kesian abah penat baru balik dari kursus.

i requested baskin robin pny kek.tapi, secret recipe pny kek pun okayy ape. ;)


dont ask me why they all tulis eidayu on the cake.cz as far as i am concern, none of my fmly members called me with that name.HAHA.LOL.

21!
&& she gives the good sign! ;)

jgn cakap i nak show off.si pemberi hadiah wants me to pose with the present he gives.

tuuu, si baju brown yang banyak berhabess.thank you soo much! ;)
seorang kakak dan seorang lagi abang was in kl. :(

tadaaa!

this one i google
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so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;

p/s i love you : terima kasih daun keladi. you guys rock my day! ;)

13th Nvember 2010

hello, hye..

yeayyy, today is 13th November 2010.
i am now 21. ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!.
;)
mengaharapkan yang baek2 saja dari segala segi.aminnnn.

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;

p/s i love you : i'm so greatful! thank you Allah. (:

changes?!.

hello, hye..

well, since cuti semester dah bermula so boleyh la meng-update blog dengan berleluasa.haha. sebab kalo cuti sem saja, masa confirm2 akan banyak habes depan laptop dok online 24/7 hours. mak dah marah.haha. dia cakap kalo boley online tu, punya x hengat.tunggu laptop tu meletop je kot?? iskk mak nie, jangan la cakap cam tu. nie namanya nak release tension.haha.

okayy2, back to i want to share with you people.

actually i'm feeling like my hair is growing longer and longer. well, memang la rambut akan tumbuh makin panjang kan? tak kan la makin pendek pulak?pfffft!. screw me.HAHA.

yesss, disebabkan my hair is growing longer, therefore sometimes it gets me so irritating with it.rimas lah kedang2 haaa.bosan pon ada sebab style mcm tuuuu je.HAHA.

so, am i gonna chop off my hair?

errkk, macam sayang pun ada pulak dah. yess, basically memang lah rambut akan tumbuh panjang balik. tapi, sempat ke nak tumbuh panjang seperti sekarang semula before my convo?hoho.

well, kalo potong pon, may be just trim2 sikit2 je lahh kot.hikhikkk. ;D

i still remember my hot chikas W & A slalu dok suruh potong rambut pendek.haha.

i used to give them tons of reason from not being cut to short hair.ngeee.peace!

ohh, another one more thing. i wanna go out tomorrow with my friends which i knew them since high school. lama tak jumpa.rindu sangatttt.

buttttt, the thing which i hate the most is, naek rashes pulakkk dah around my lips. memang tak nampak pon secara kasar.but i'm the who feels it.sangatlah tak selesa okayy.haihhh la.tapi ape aku kesah.i still wanna go out meet my friends.HAHA.

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;

p/s i love you : faktor umur dah nak meningkat kot.sebab tu naek all the rashes eyh?HAHA.

the journey

assalamualaikum.
hello, hye!

gahhh, tudia brapa lama punya tak berupdate.haha.ni semua sebab kekangan masa. && banyak jugak birthday entry yang terlepas. i'm so sorry. jangan ambil hati pada mana2 yang tak dapat special birthday entry. sebab rasanya still dapat wish thru phone or FB kann?heee. ;)
then time balik kejap study week hari tu pun actually memang ingat nak update. tapiiiiii, streamyx kena barred sebab x bayar bil.haha. so sekarang, semua bil dah langsai, boley la blogging slalu kannn.ngeee. ;D

rindu ohh nak tulis2 sini. even though mostly i will write about crappy lil' thingy. haha. okayy2, cut the craps, back to the topic.

hurmm, my 3 years journey for Diploma in Business Studies at UiTM Merbok,Kedah had officially end after i step out from my exam hall during my last paper on 6th November 2010. ;)

seronok, sedih, semuanya ada. dah bercampur baur perasaan. seronok sebab dah habis blajar even memang la lepas nie pun akan sambung lagi untuk degree.insyaAllah. tapiii,sedeyh sebab mengenangkan dah nak berpisah dengan kawan2. belum tentu bila lagi dapat jumpa. sedeyh jugak sebab, sepanjang 3 tahun dekat Merbok, macam2 kenangan dah terukir. (kenangan tentang apa, mayb akan sembang2 on next entry.)

apa2 pun rasa lega memang lah tersangat mendalam.weehooo!. ;)

DBS batch Dec'07-Dec'10
(spot me if u can.good luck!haha.)

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;


p/s i love you : i love you people!indeed.

we welcome

hello hye,
its been like what?
3 weeks or more since my my last entry.

ke-bz-an semakin menaik dengan jayanya.(i suppose).
thats the reason why my blog been neglected.(sorry!)
i got tons of story.but as usual, time is always be my no.1 enemy.
hai lah masa, belajarlah jangan selalu sangat dok jeles2 boleyh?

well, im home since tuesday which is a day before we start fasting.
&& now, its saturday time for me to say good bye.
i'll be back in just a few hours from now.
im alone right now, as my parents left home for shah alam.
hantar kak efie pergi training kerja baru at damansara. btw, congrats sis!
so, abg aju lah yang akan hantar balek ke 'melbourne' sekajap lagi.ngee.

ohh ya, i believe that its not too late to wish

SELAMAT BERPUASA KEPADA SELURUH UMAT ISLAM. SEMOGA KEDATANGAN RAMADHAN KALI INI MEMBERI KEBERKATAN UNTUK KITA SEMUA, && MOGA LEBIH BAIK DARI TAHUN2 SEBELUMNYA. ;)

source

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;

p/s i love you : feel so lazy lahh nak balik.

-k-e-n-a-p-a-

why lahh lately hati nie dah jadi macam tulus mulus sangat. dont get me wrong. i mean, lately aku cepat je rasa sebak && nak ter-menanges. aduhh, apa ada hal nie.

tengok apa2 sikit, mula la fikiran laju imagine macam2. then teros rasa sebak.
haihh kalo selalu mcam nie, memang buat nafas aku pendek laa.hahah. ;p


so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;



p/s i love you : start dari berlakunya 'perkara' beberapa hari lepas la buat aku jadi macam nie. sometimes, i just cant resist.

annoying

*this post gonna be freaking long i suppose*


hello hye.
yeayy im home! hehe.eyh jap,woahh hri nie dah genap sebulan rasanya aku dah tak 'curah-curah' kat blog nie.last entry pon 30th may. yeahh i've been MIA for quite some time.tapi sebenarnya rindu sangat2 nak berblog.
pas tu dah mula berblog pulak, tiba2 title "annoying". ehhehe. sorry lah tapi itu lah hakikatnya.

annoying sebab apa?mai nak kongsi.
last nite i reached penang around 12am. it was a tiring day actually. because, flight delayed. flight suppose to take off around 10.20pm. && i still remember the day i bought the ticket at the counter, that lady remind me to check in 1 an a half hour before the departure time. but until 8.55pm, counter untuk check in tak bukak2 pon.

then around 9-ish pm, baru lah counter bukak. lepas tu they all bagi twu yang flight delayed. damn! flight yang suppose to depart around 10.20pm, sekarang dah jadi pukul 11.00pm. haihh la. && boarding pada pukul 10.30pm. i was told that sepatutnya tadi around 9.35pm ada flight yang juga ke penang. tapi, ada kerosakan sikit. so they all combine with our flight.

im just touched && rasa kesian dekat semua yang menghantar semalam. terima kasih banyak2 sebab tunggu sampai boarding time walaupun masing2 esok kerja && sekolah. ya la, just imagine semua orang dah bersiap2 dari pukul 6-ish pm tau. tapi, walaupun dah cakap dekat they all that i will be fine, so then i asked them to go home. tapi they all tetap jugak nak tunggu dengan i. thank mak, sister(kak nor), brother(abang rizal), niece(syira), nephews(ilham & iban) & brother in law(abang deng).

&& when the clock tickin' at 10.30pm, sesi salam2 cakap babai ape sume. as i am always hate to say good bye, so i cant resist. tak dapat tahan dah haa air mata nie. haha.

okayy, now the part when i was already on the plane. my seat was second from behind. flight tak penuh pulak sekali nie. rasa lebeyh selesa bila tak ada passenger yang duduk sebelah aku. tak macam flight yang aku pernah crita dulu yang aku duduk sebelah this one guy yang asyik tidur sampai air liur kluar meleleh! disgusting much!

okayy, now part yang annoying. ( tuudia, baru nak masuk kena mngena ngan tajuk. panjang betol mukadimah.hahaha. ni lah jadi kalo lama x blog. smua benda nak cerita ;p )
lane sebelah sana yang sama row dengan aku ada one guy & one lady. then bila dah nak dekat take off, that guy ubah duduk belakang sebab tak ada passenger kat tempat duduk belakang dia. okayy, x annoying sangat lagi time nie.

then when the flight was already on the air, tiba2 aku dengar suara orang tanya "its been a long day for you i guess?" guess what, that guy was trying to flirt with the stewardess. konon tu macam pick up line dia la. hahaha. lepas tu, yang paling annoying, dah la cakap kuat. semua orang dok toleh2 tengok belakang. aku x twu la dia memang nak show off ke ape. lepas tu, boleyh pulak bangun pegi berdiri then sembang2 kat belakang dengan the stewardess. macam2 aku dengar dia dok tanya. memang clear sebab seat aku second last, pas tu dia plak cakap kuat. aku tengok passenger macam tu, teringat pulak cerita Awan Dania yang passenger dia macam2 perangai.haha.


haaa tapi the funny part is, aku dengar that guy tiba2 cakap, "ohh, so u are getting married?" the stewardess replied "yes". then dia ckap, ohh sweet!. pas tu teros slow2 pegi duduk.hahahahaha. bodoh gila.padan muka. ermm i wont reveal ape race that guy coz nanti cakap aku racism pulak.haha. im not.

ermm i think this is it until now. i'll update more later. :)

so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;



p/s i love you : im going back to kedah soon. sekejapnya dapat rehat kat rumah sendiri cuti kali nie.whtevr it is, im still thankful & grateful.

3 days 2 nights

hyeeeee. ;)
haa lama sangat dah tak merapu kat sini. walaopon exam dah lama habes kan. but it seems like aku macam maseh lagi kat college sebab blog tak ber-update. sebab kan selalu konon2 kalau time dekat college kan mana ada masa nak update2 blog and waht not.haha. alasan!

blog tak ber-update sebab i was at my sister's house during this semester break.
actually it suppose to be a "good bye + mother's day entry". tapi, internet connection buat hal. i kept on trying to post that entry taw until the moment nak bertolak hari tu. tapi tu lahh, internet connection buat hal. i was so pissed off.

haa tengok title tuhh. macam pergi percutian mana2 je kan. pada hal balek rumah sendiri haa. kesian tak, sekejap je balek. dapat ada kat rumah 3 hari 2 malam je twu tak. balek pon bersebab. nie esok(ahad) pagi2 akan bertolak balek ke shah alam.huhu.sobs. :'(
aku balek nie sekali dengan mak ngan abang rizal. so, kami bertiga sahaja. naek kereta abang rizal.
haa ada siapa2 nak tumpang? kereta kosong lagi nie.hahahaha.

balek sekejap saja ni ponn sempat la pi release tension satt. pergi keluar tengok wayang semalam(jumaat). tengok BOUNTY HUNTER. best la! yeahh, call me lame sebab cite tu dah brapa hari release, && only yesterday i manage to watch it.heh.
tak pe lah, atleast tak payah berebut seat nak tengok prince of persia (okayy, ayat bagi hati sendiri sedap).

so, tu lahh sepanjang aku kat umah my sis, sangatlah jarang aku on9. on9 kadang2 pon thru phone saja. tu pon bukak tengok updates kat fb saja. tak reply apa2 pon sebab bukannya ada credit sangat ponn.haha. bayangkanlah betapa kekeringan.sigh.

tapi aku balek nie, anak2 buah aku dok pujuk suruh bawak laptop sebab rumah sebelah bukak wi-fi so boley connect teros tak payah pakai password. sebelah rumah kakak aku, budak2 uitm.diorang bwat short course kott aku bwat assumption sebab ada ja kat umah sewa tu haa time cuti sem neyh.huhu.
tapi, aku balek esok aku tak bawak kott laptop sebab macam malas lahh nak mengheret. plus, kalao aku bawak laptop nanti, kompem diorang tak study nanti haa. dah la sekarang diorang tengah exam week.

so sepanjang dah cuti nak dekat sebulan nie, banyak yang telah ku lalui.cewahhhh.hahaha.ya la, im at my sister's house ponn bersebab kan, bukannya bercuti atau saja2.

nanti if dah balek from my sister's house, i akan update. actually time dekat umah my sis, i ada jugak pergi CC. tapi macam tak best larr update blog kat CC. i want privacy!betol la. =)

eyh okayy, i need to go to bed now. esok kena bangun awal pagi nak bertolak.huhu.


so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;


p/s i love you : ada yang rindu tak?ha-ha-ha

tak siapa pernah mintak.

hyeee. ;)
hari nie nak share benda yang dah agak lama aku simpan. so this post might be long. but please, im just sharing it. theres no intention to ask for attention, sympathy or what not.

this thing aku teringat balik when i was on the phone with this one particular person. it was on last february. but teringat lagi bila on the phone lagi dengan dia end of april. that person was asking, "macam mana skarang? sakit lagi macam dulu?"
aku terkedu! i was like, wow ingat lagi dia eyhh. sebab, the only person yang keep on reminding me to look after myself is my mom. mom was being so concern about it. especially when it comes to my meals. aku dah perlu kurangkan makan sotong.seafood lah kalo boleyh. && senang cakap, kalo tak amek langsung lagi bagoss gitu.huhu.
tapi since dok jaohh dari rumah, kadang2 aku curi2 jugak makan.hehe.tak tahannnn.ngee.

so the thing is, its actually since aku cuti sem 3. now, aku cuti sem 5 dah ponn. time tu aku baru saja beberapa hari di rumah since cuti sem dah bermula. and 1 day when i woke up, aku rasa sangat pelik, rasa rimas, sampai x twu nak describe.

so then aku tanya mak aku, if she ever notice different in me. my mom say no. yeahh time tu baru nak mula rasanya. then sehari selepas tu, the feeling was getting worst till my mom baru sedar betul2 & so do the others.

so mom took me to the clinic. doctor checked.(sorry people, i can't reveal all the parts). so what i can tell you is just, doctor told me that i'm suffering with my nerves. i got shocked mann! serious shit rasa cam nak nanges. aku terbayang macam mana aku nak menghadap kawan2 aku bila cuti dah habes nanti. so then i asked the doctor. doktor cakap, kalo aku ikot makan ubat, rajen buat exercise a.k.a fisio, may be aku boleh cepat recover. aku pasrah && doa banyak2. ubat yang aku dapat, jangan tanya la banyak mana. memang berjenis jenis lahh.


aku punya perasaan time tu tak tergambar. duduk dalam rumah asek nanges saja. aku dah jadi malu nak keluar rumah. aku jumpa orang pon aku akan tunduk. even jiran2 sebelah rumah. mak aku marah aku tak tegur jiran sebab takot nanti jiran2 ingat aku sombong plakk. but i just can't. aku malu untuk bagi orang tengok aku dalam keadaan cam tu. serious cakap, aku ingat mati ja time tuhh.

tapi, i was so lucky!. mak usaha bawak aku pergi bawak berubat. tapi, yang selalu pergi berubat instead of jumpa doktor, mak bawak pergi buat acupuncture. untuk gerakkan/aktifkan the nerves. masa buat tu kan i was like terbaring. so masa tu la baru teringat macam2. so i cant stop myself from crying. that chinese guys kept on telling me to stop crying because acupuncture kan something macam gerakan elektrik, so takot la kalo terkena air mata. kang electric shock, teros kejong kat situ.ahahaha. ;p

berapa kali jugak sepanjang cuti tu asek dok berulang alik jumpa doktor ambil ubat & tunjuk perkembangan. tapi naseb baek stiap kali ubat habes, pergi jumpa doktor, tunjuk ada perkembangan so boleyh kurangkan ubat. ;)

the only frens yang twu pon at that time rasanya NK & cikmiko. i dont want to tell cikmiko at 1st. tapi dia paksa aku. aku ingat lagi aku tanya dia, "hang nak kawan ngan aku lagi ka kalo hang tengok aku macam nie?"huhu.

tapi tu laa, dengan kuasa Allah, aku dah pulih. ;) . tapi aku ingat lagi, when i was in semester 4, i was still under medication. peket ubat terakhir was during prektis utk mandarin nite. time sem 4 la! still ada rasa tak selesa, tapi, perlu dilawan & kuatkan jugak! now pon kadang2 ada la jugak terasa macam semacam. tapi aku kuat!perlu!. ;)

hmm thats why ever since aku amek ubat tu, badan aku dah naek sikit.heh! so now, trying to turunkan berat lahh.huhu. tapi mak marah kalo aku nak kurus2. dia cakap nanti kalo kurus, kulit jadi mengecut so nampak gelap!.hehe. =)

so that was the story yang nak share.ngee.

ermm but to that person, im not sure if we can meet during this sem break.because, im not going to be here during this sem break. we'll sort things out later. but im hoping to see you too as it was so long since our last met.



so okayy ppl,
tc && till we meet again on next entry.
im eida,
signing off.
mwahxss!
(;


p/s i love you : nak tengok adamaya. bye!